Sigh. I hate goodbyes, those of you who know me well know that transitions are at best intense and at worst, mildly traumatic. I'm a planner and enjoy being in control so transitions can be overwhelming. I don't like to drag them out and I do most of the processing internally, but life is more complicated than what I can work through in my own head and on this trip especially, being in a position of pseudo-power/responsibility in addition to loving the heck out of most of this group means there's a lot more to FEEL than just my own silly self. And which is why I'm not going out tonight, even though many people are, because last night I was out until 6:30ish and the hours of drama leading up to the last fun 3 hours or so was too ridiculous for me to risk repeating it again tonight (I wasn't part of it but I had to co-exist with it). Remember I like being in control? And I want to remember last night as the high note, with tonight as my calm night of packing and writing in my journal and getting excited for Madrid!
The bus leaves for Madrid at 7:45 tomorrow morning, then I fly home on Thursday afternoon. Friday I (my parents) buy a new car (a blue Honda Fit!) because the Ford Focus is deader than a doornail, Saturday is a friend's sister's wedding in Amherst (my mom is my plus one!), then Sunday is move-in day. I've been here since June 23rd.
Thanks to everyone on this trip and to everyone I met and reunited with while in Salamanca (and Madrid, but I haven't said goodbye to THAT city yet, one step at a time here!). In more ways than one this has been one of the best, most memorable and most challenging experiences in my life and I wouldn't trade it or change it for the world. I had been counting down to July 1st since about November and this month has surpassed every expectation of shenanigans, fun, stress, silliness, happiness, and adventure I possibly had. I truly hope to see the UMass kids around next year and I hope that we stay in touch. I know we joked that I didn't do any "work" and I protested because YES I DID, but at the end of the day I would have done it for a couple of plane tickets and nothing more.
And if you're reading this because you're curious about Salamanca or Spain...the answer is yes, you should ABSOLUTELY visit. Or live here. Or both.
Gracias otra vez y como siempre, Salamanca. Te quiero!
Besos,
-Casey
p.s. It's cheesy/cliche but I was listening to these songs by chance before and I felt these lyrics were appropriate:
"You know that feeling you get when you don't want to leave?" from Uummannaaq Song by KT Tunstall and "I need some time to think about my life without you" from Happy Be Fine by Poliça.









